A Letter to My Children

This week I’ve been inspired by Rebecca’s post as well as The Letter Link-Up with mr. thomas & me.

I’ll start by admitting that I have some irrational or silly fears. These include horses, my dogs being sprayed by skunks, dinosaurs (yes, I know they’re extinct but what if they WEREN’T?), and someone living in our attic. The last one I have checked multiple times with a knife in hand; our house is old and it creaks.

One of my not-so-irrational fears is how my children will see themselves someday. When I was younger I had self-doubt. I doubted my intelligence, my personality, my weight, my looks, etc. I was very mean to myself (which sometimes led to me being mean to others) and very uncomfortable in my own skin. Terms related to anxiety and depression were tossed around and at one point I thought about running away.

I hate that I once felt that way. I know it pains my parents to now known all the issues I was going through. I love my life now and it makes me sad that at one point I hated it.

That being said, I have this fear that my children might feel this way one day. I will literally do everything in my power to help them avoid those feelings.

Dear Future Kiddo,

You aren’t a thought yet, so I don’t know if you will be a girl or a boy, but it doesn’t matter- we will love you regardless. I hope that you are healthy. Honestly, that’s the only thing I will hope and pray and plead for… You can be bald, tiny, big, whatever. I just hope you’re healthy. And if you’re not, we will figure it out and manage all the same.

Let’s move on.

You are coming into a very turbulent world. This world has a lot of good in it, but it also has bad. The world is filled with money problems, violence, hate, and more. There are babies having babies and children without food or homes or role models. I won’t shield you from these facts- we will talk about them and try to understand them and thank God that we are fortunate enough to be comfortable. I hope that you will learn to extend a helping hand to those that have less than you.

You will have friends and even family members that let you down. It’s your job to forgive, because you will also let people down. No matter what you do, though, your dad and I will always have your back. You will make mistakes and you will have to pay for those mistakes, and you will be in the wrong and we will have to discipline you, but we will always love you and stand by you.

Your dad is going to instill in you the importance of hard work, honesty, and practice. Boy or girl, your dad is going to stick you behind the drumset and coach you. If you hate it then we’ll find something else to work at. You don’t have to be the best, but you should strive to be better than you were yesterday. Not everyone gets a trophy and sometimes you will lose. That’s life. Losing makes winning that much sweeter. That said, winning isn’t everything. Sometimes you won’t be appreciate or recognized for something awesome that you’ve done. Your worth isn’t defined by others- you are always good enough.

Don’t compare yourself to others and don’t compare others to you. Everyone is different and we all have strengths and weaknesses. Spend your time lifting others up, not putting them down. You are a human. A creature. A creation of God. This puts you on the same playing field as a king and a homeless man. You share the same air as a dog and a lion. Everyone deserves mercy and compassion. Respect your neighbors and your pets and the environment- you can’t live without these things.

This next part is very important.

You can tell us anything. Anything. You don’t have to tell us everything, but you can tell us anything. If you are feeling sad for no reason please tell us. If you are attracted to the same sex please tell us. If you are struggling in math please tell us. If you are drunk at a party and all your friends are drunk please call your father. (DO NOT get in a car with other drunk people.) If you are in jail, please call us. If you are addicted to heroin, please tell us. Your problems, fears, struggles, joys, triumphs are ours, too.

I will apologize now because your dad and I will mess up. Probably a lot. But we will love you and we want you to love you, too.

– Future Mom

Maybe someday when we’re ready for kids I will revisit this letter (and probably cry).Β  Right now it was just something on my mind.

What do you tell your children as far as self-esteem goes? What do you want your future children to know?


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12 Comments Add yours

  1. carissajaded says:

    Aw I love this so much. You better save this one. Tears!


    1. Louise says:

      Thank you πŸ™‚


  2. amber t says:

    this is beautiful. JUST beautiful. i think now when i imagine parenting our future children i realize that daunting task my parents had ahead of them. and they did a good job… which i hope means regardless of the mistakes and such, i will too! πŸ™‚ please promise this will be shared with your kids one day, please! πŸ™‚


    1. Louise says:

      Thank you πŸ™‚ I think the same things about my parents- they did a great job and I know my brother & I are who we are today because of them! That said, the world is always changing and it will be so different when we have kids (compared to our childhoods). Some day I’ll be sure to show my kids these words πŸ™‚ Thank you!!


  3. wow this was so powerful to read! i totally teared up and your future children are lucky to have you both as parents. i especially love “sometimes you won’t be appreciate or recognized for something awesome that you’ve done. Your worth isn’t defined by others- you are always good enough.”

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    1. Louise says:

      Thank you, Chelsea! My parents always made me feel important, even when I didn’t feel it! You and Ravery will be such cool parents, too, someday. How many kids can say their parents have been to every continent AND set records??! πŸ˜€


  4. I love this so much! I’m pregnant with a baby girl and I just can’t stand the thought of the onslaught of doubt and comparisons and standards she might have to face in 2015. I also love the “You can tell us anything” part. I hope that when Diana is old enough to, we’re her best friends as well as parents, and that we never lose that to her “teen phase.”


    1. Louise says:

      Thank you, Allie! It sounds like if you’re already thinking about it you’re headed in the right direction- you’re already a great mom! Oh man, I do not have children yet but I already dread that “teen phase”! Hopefully we both navigate it fairly smoothly someday! Thanks for the comment!


  5. You are going to be an amazing mom. What a beautiful letter!


    1. Louise says:

      Thank you so much, Rebecca!


  6. texerinsydney says:

    Lovely. Just perfect.


    1. Louise says:

      Thank you πŸ™‚


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